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Is my love affair with California over?

September 30, 2019 By Carol Cassara 12 Comments

California-lifeI am a Californian. A northern Californian.

No, I wasn’t born here. Didn’t grow up here. I didn’t get here until I was 33.

But on my very first visit I felt that little “click” that said, “this is where I am supposed to be.” California life has been the best part of my life. By far.  

And it hasn’t let me down. Not once in 35 years.

A major love affair

I have loved my many lives here. So many phases! I love the politics. I love the diversity. I love the vibe. Its natural beauty. I love our part of California, the Bay area, best. I could not live in eastern or far northern parts.

Over the years, though, I’ve seen quality of life decline here in a big way. So much traffic. Commute time extended. Bumper-to-bumper traffic weekdays until 10:30am and starting again around 2:30pm. And on some weekends, as people travel around to recreational activities.

The cost of living has increased significantly, too. Our updated 2500 sq ft tract house is worth a ridiculous amount. Far more than we paid for it. Which means if we want to downsize we’ll be paying more than we paid for this house nine years ago, for less house. Which is ridiculous.

It’s always felt right

I’ve hung in there through all of these changes because, after all, I am a Californian. As a native Californian I used to know once said, “You’re more Californian than most Californians.” It’s key to who I am and always has been. And my husband likes it, too. It’s not that I wanted to leave.

California-lifeSo whenever M and I discussed our next step it was always with California in mind. I couldn’t fathom leaving. It was the same way with a job I had for many years. I rejected anyone who tried to recruit me out, I liked it that well.

One day, though, that job went bad and I was ready to leave.

Just recently, I realized that that living in California might not be the most practical thing for us.  Or even the best thing. That now, I could leave.

WHAT?? 

I shocked even myself with the thought. So we began to try on other locations with decent winter climates that did not include snow.

We love Santa Fe but its medical care is notoriously bad and my system does not like that kind of altitude. And, well, SNOW. Scottsdale would be an option, but oh, being in such a repressive red state would make us crazy. We have lived quite a bit in various parts of Florida — in fact, we started our marriage there– and we flat don’t like it. It’s mostly a cultural wasteland and we are not golfers or boaters. It’s super-affordable compared to California, but…just NO.  Texas is also a NO.  The South is also a NO. Maui has crummy medical care (like most of Hawaii) and is super-costly. Mexico isn’t an option.

But then: winter

The other places we resonate with all have winter: Toronto, Montreal, Quebec City, Ottawa. I would LOVE to live in Toronto and we found Ottawa charming. But winter. And of course, like most countries, Canada doesn’t like to take seniors who are not going to contribute to the economy by working.

I’ve looked at the map over and over with the same conclusion: There’s no place as ideal as California on a lot of factors.

Still, after much reflection I realize that it’s not the California I first met. California life is harder than it used to be and really, I’ve been bored here in the suburbs for a long time. So, reluctantly, we are ready to leave. We know what we want to do for the warmer parts of the year, but when it comes to the winter, we’re flummoxed. Still trying to figure it out.

California, I’ve loved you long and hard. But you’ve changed.

I might have to leave you. But even if I do, I’ll love you forever.  

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Comments

  1. Alana says

    September 30, 2019 at 12:31 pm

    One of my coworker’s daughters, after years of living in California, moved back to New York State in 2017. A fire (which burned a lot of her community) was the deciding factor but she had been thinking about it for some time. She ended up near Ithaca. But-she doesn’t mind winter. I am so sick of winter (living near Binghamton) and I appreciate some of the info you shared. I love Florida. The Florida of 1974, that is. Too bad it’s 2019. You face a hard decision and I wish you luck.

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  2. Beth Havey says

    September 30, 2019 at 12:58 pm

    How ironic this post is for me today, Carol, as my husband and I are struggling with a moving decision–stay here (though we have to move within the state, maybe nearer our daughter) or go back to Chicago where we were born and raised, where another one of our children lives and though there are winters, there is also theatre and an easy to navigate city. So I understand. Hard decisions ahead. PS Life has changed everywhere in our country and no Arizona is a bad idea–more water problems there than here.

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  3. Diane says

    September 30, 2019 at 1:00 pm

    The Carolinas? Tennesee? Kentucky? Speaking from almost total ignorance here, but aren’t they warm? I also don’t know their political climate. I guess I’m not much help.
    I was looking at real estate in Wheeling, West Virginia. Because. Super nice homes. For super great prices.
    And that’s all I have! 😉
    P.S. I DO love Canada. But you’re right…SNOW.
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  4. Laurie Stone says

    September 30, 2019 at 2:56 pm

    I love California. Never thought of living there since I’m a New Englander, but it sure is beautiful. Still, as you mentioned there are hurdles. Whatever you decide, I’m sure you’ll be happy.
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  5. Rebecca Forstadt Olkowski says

    September 30, 2019 at 4:02 pm

    I’ve lived in SoCal since I was four so it’s all I’ve known as far as living. I love it for many of the same reasons and can’t see myself living anywhere else. However, it’s become insanely expensive especially as a renter. Still, I’m going to stay here as long as I can. I like visiting snow but not being in it for months and the vibe is just cool.
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  6. Donna says

    October 3, 2019 at 12:04 pm

    I grew up in SoCal and left shortly after high school. I didn’t return until I got transferred to the Bay Area in 2013. Once we got here, my husband and I both said we’re not leaving. When I retired, I researched every option imaginable. There are cheaper places to live with lots of amenities, but we don’t want to live in any of those states. We stayed in California but moved to the Sacramento area. We love it!

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  7. Jennifer says

    October 7, 2019 at 5:40 am

    As you know, I recently moved to Florida for the warmth. And although it’s a red state, the Orlando area is Navy Blue. But the traffic. My god…the traffic. Sad thing is, the traffic isn’t going away, every state is gaining more and more each day.
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    • Jennifer says

      December 3, 2019 at 7:11 am

      Try Nashville. Although it can still get cold and get snow, it’s milder than in the north. The city is vibrant, not the Nashville of the ’70s. At the very least, it would be a fun place to visit.

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      • Carol Cassara says

        December 4, 2019 at 10:39 am

        My husband won’t lie in snow again, and we lived in the South for a long time…not culturally appealing to us. But have visited!

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  8. Lydia says

    October 7, 2019 at 6:54 am

    Good luck with your decision where to move. I love living in Toronto, but, yeah, the winters here can be tough sometimes.

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  9. Tom at Sightings says

    October 7, 2019 at 8:14 am

    Carol, I got one word for you. Not plastics. But … Pennsylvania.

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  10. Christina says

    October 15, 2019 at 2:12 pm

    We get more practical as we age I think. With the cost of living so high, it’s definitely a consideration.
    I love Montreal. Or Savannah. Or even my home state of Rhode Island.

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